urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:adamdeflowers adamdeflowers adamdeflowers 2006-02-28T21:26:33Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:adamdeflowers:1783 2006-02-28T21:26:33Z 2006-02-28T21:26:33Z ani difranco- wish i may i don't use this<br />maybe i should<br />culinary school is pretty sweet<br />fuck i want some chocolate<br />but i need to lose some weight<br />so i'll just sip on my diet coke<br />and smoke some cigarettes urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:adamdeflowers:1321 2005-10-18T22:53:56Z 2005-10-18T22:53:56Z for alex<br /><br />this quick swoop of serenity<br />is stabbing me in the chest<br />and my voice is squandered<br />my thoughts are so relaxed<br />and with this i ease into <br />the realization<br />that i am real, reality<br />that we are communicating<br />in the cold with the rain<br />dripping down my back<br />all i can do is stare into<br />the vast grey sky<br />opening and dropping it's<br />glorious wet rain urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:adamdeflowers:974 2005-09-17T19:53:40Z 2005-09-17T19:57:46Z cat power- metal heart at goodwill!<br /><br />monday<br />4pm<br /><br />ew! i hope i can pass my drug test!<br /><br />i want to buy toasters and coffee makers<br />teeshirts and sweater vests<br />slacks and christian dior shirts<br />sweaters and blazers<br />crazy shoes and blankets<br />and i want to buy clothes for brenda to modify and sell on ebay! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:adamdeflowers:529 2005-09-17T00:50:27Z 2005-09-17T00:50:27Z is the shit. dinner tonigh is some crazy soup with:<br /><br />*potatoes<br />*lentils<br />*brown rice<br />*split peas<br />*corn<br />*garlic<br />*ginger<br /><br />ew i hate it when i'm a house wife. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:adamdeflowers:477 2005-09-16T19:37:19Z 2005-09-16T19:37:19Z sleater-kinney: slow song i have no job.<br /><br />pretty lame i know. but i'm looking. <br /><br />i've applied at a few different places:<br />*pier 1- sounds like a lot of fun. there was this cute little gay assistant manager. i wouldn't mind working there in the slightest. i've always wanted a gay job haha. but honestly i do, i didn't like having to surpress my sexuality at my old job. it was just irritating because i'd forget then i'd be dreadfully reminded when someone made a stupid comment that i wasn't out. being forced back into the closet is just tacky and depressing.<br /><br />*goodwill- the possibilites are endless! getting my hands on the new shit the day it comes in, before it hits the store! omg! and a discount too! i'd love to have this job. when i was interviewed the chick interviewing me told me that she thought it was really good that i had management experience because they were looking for an assistant manager. that's always promising. i need something better than minimum wage. pier 1 told me the same as far as assistant manager things. who though quiznos would actually help me out??<br /><br />*bed, bath, & beyond- i dunno. that place is big. the guy that interviewed me intimidate me a little. i haven't felt intimidated at an interview in a while. it was weird.<br /><br />*stater bros- fuck that place. really. my brother works there and he likes it, but out of all of the interviews i've had lately that one was the most.... annoying. the guy treated me like i was a child. i heard from my brother that he was a new manager. i believe it, the guy was a douche. i dunno, if i had to work under him, have him as my manager, i think i'd rather just not have a job.<br /><br />*city bagelry- i thought i had it but the guy never called me back. damn i really wanted to sell bagels and make smoothies for a pay check. that woulda been so down.<br /><br />*barnes & noble- okay i swear they made it sound like i had the job. i called them back twice and they didn't call me back. i wish i had that job. man. working in a bookstore haha<br /><br /><br />as you can see my ventures into finding a job haven't been terribly succesful but i've got a little bit of a promise. i just keep applying, everyday if possible. someone will call me back eventually...<br /><br />right?<br /><br />....<br /><br /><br />.........<br /><br />............... RIGHT!?